so sorry for my delayed response to this email, i have been very swamped being a confused and frightened idiot who can’t do basic life tasks like respond to her emails
my last words will probably be sarcastic
"what are you gonna do, kill me?"
you don’t get to break somebody’s heart and still say you care about them
i just want someone that i connect with and i can hold hands with and kiss on the forehead and be committed to and gosh i just have all these lovey dovey feelings and no one to pour them into?? i want a strong, stable relationship but man i’m lonely as hell
"Haha! Americans don’t have free healthcare!"
Yeah it’s actually a serious problem people are literally dying can this stop being a silly nationalistic insult?
i’m sad because i have to come home to my mom’s verbal abuse every day and she makes me feel like shit constantly and has made my life hell for years and i feel so alone here but i cant afford to live on my own and everyone else has gotten away from their bad environments but i’m still stuck in mine and i want to cry because i have no one